I had multiple weird dreams last night. The first one, I can't really remember the context of it...but it ended up that I was in a helicopter. I was in the front seat with some other person, and another person in the back seat. For some reason, me and the person in the backseat had to be killed by being shot in the head at the same time. so, I pointed a gun at his head, and the person in the front seat pointed a gun at my head....on a count of three, we were both going to pull the trigger at the same time...I had an idea that I didn't want the guy in the back seat to die, so I thought, if I aimed it right, it'd pass through a little space next to his eye, and miss the brain and just go through his head...makes no sense...but...still, that's what I thought in the dream. I kept trying to aim the gun right, but my hands were shaky...and there a few times, I started to count to 3 and stopped cuz I couldn't hold steady...then I just counted really fast and pulled the trigger and waited to get my brains blown out....which, at this point, I kinda had a mind set that I knew that I was in a dream. like...I began thinking, what would it feel like? how loud would it be...would I be able to hear it? would the pain be excruciating? would I have the mental capacity to make a face if the bullet passed through my brain? and I just kinda woke up cuz I was thinking like that too much....end dream cycle....

the next dream I had a bit of control over, but not really. it was weird. I was outside on my drive way, and, knowing it was a dream, I began moving an iron girder around the front yard and neighborhood. usually, when I try to control a dream, I wake up cuz I'm too conscious...but, here, I was kinda' half and half...so that was cool. (I'm such a geek that if I get control of a dream, the first thing I do is try to use superpowers....) anyway, in the dream, I wanted to show my mom what I could do, so she held out this thing in her hand and I tried to lift it, and it kinda floated but not really. so...again, not in complete control. and suddenly I was sitting on the drive way, at night, next to....someone....an old flame....( I honestly dont know why I dreamed about her....) and she was sick and weak, so I picked her up and put her in my room on my...bunk...bed....(I have no idea why I had a bunk bed in my dream) it was a nice bunk bed though. like...that grey metal look...like mc's room....
and the dream ended there. I think cuz I was confused about the bunk bed.....weird huh?